ellen


    Gender: Female
    Location: maine
    Orientation: Straight
    Children: Proud Parent
    # of Kids: 2
    Religion: Other
    Ethnicity: White / Caucasian
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    About Me: Again'Im doing ACIM and feel a sense of protection and peace that comes from growing along spiritual lines.
    Today Im on lesson 62.


    Music: THE STONES
    Elton John
    SINATRA

    OLD STANDARDS etc.
    Movies: WHAT TO BLEEP DO WE KNOW?
    TV: THE OFFICE...LOVE IT!

    ESCAPE TO CHIMP EDEN

    Books: ACIM
    THE OTHER BOLEYN GIrl
    THE DISAPPEARENCE OF THE UNIVERSE
    Likes: food.............
    My God
    small dogs

    shopping.....TV...GOOD MOVIES
    Dislikes: THE IDEA THAT SOME OF MY 'LIKES'ARE NOT WHAT I WANT TO BE MY LIKES.:)

    MY INABILITY TO TYPE BEtTER!
    Hobbies: watercolors

    gardening

    'decorating'
    Vices: MOST OF MY 'LIKES' HA HA.....FOOD ,SHOPPING,tv
    Virtues: Trying to work this program and grow spiritually.
    My newfound way of reaching out to my friends and not isolating.
    My new and growing love of God.
    Heroes: Cant think now,
    I guess the dear folks that keep at this Course thru thick and thin,even before if starts to make alot of sense.

    For today, I wont look for Him in my Course.and readings.

    Friday, August 15, 2008, 11:39 AM EST [General]

    For today ,Ill be still and listen and remember He is not in the book;..he's ME and I am HIM and I dont need to look outside myself to find HIM

    For today,all day,.my gift to us  is I will not judge myself..I will try to love myself .That will make Him so happy.

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    THIS COURSE SUCKS!!

    Tuesday, August 12, 2008, 09:01 PM EST [General]

    I JUST WROTE A NASTY BLOG BUT I THINK I LOST IT SOMEWHERE....

    ANYWAY,THIS IS SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO DISCOURAGING!

    IM ON LESSON 70 TODAY AND CANNOT CONCENTRATE ON ANY LESSONS LIKE I SHOULD. NOW I KNOW THAT MY ADHD IS MY OWN MAKING AND THAT MAKES IT WORSE.....AND I REFUSE TO AGAIN START OVER!!

    IT STARTED WELL....AII HAPPINESS AND STUFF.. BUT ONCE YOU START THIS COURSE THERE IS NO GOING BACK BECAUSE YOU KNOW T'S THE TRUTH EVEN THO I CANT FEEL THE TRUTH!

    THEN THE IDEA IM NOT PEACEFUL AND JOYOUS MAKES ME EVEN GUILTIER.

    THERE. THAT'S THE BEST THING IVE DONE TODAY!

    ELLEN

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    Affirmations from A Course in Miracles especially for you, with Love:) Copied from Christinas blog with boundless gratitude!

    # I give my day to God

    # I stand aside from all thoughts that are unworthy of Him Whose host I am.

    # Thank You, my Father for the Thoughts You are thinking with me.

    # Deep within me is everything that is perfect, ready to radiate through me and out into the world.

    # Nothing is as it appears to me. Its holy purpose stands beyond my little range.

    # I who am host to God am worthy of Him.

    # He Who establishes His dwelling place in me created it as He would have it be.

    # It is not needful that I make it ready for Him, but only that I do not interfere with His plan to restore to me my own awareness of my readiness, which is eternal. I need add nothing to His plan.

    # I trust and concentrate on my willingness to make way for the Holy Instant, and I am not disturbed that shadows surround it.

    # I do not confuse my role with God's. I seek not to make myself holy to be ready to accept atonement. I offer nothing more than simple willingness to make way for it.

    Kristen
    June 06, 2008
    08:43 PM EST