Gender: Female
Location: maine
Orientation: Straight
Children: Proud Parent
# of Kids: 2
Religion: Other
Ethnicity: White / Caucasian
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About Me: Again'Im doing ACIM and feel a sense of protection and peace that comes from growing along spiritual lines.
Today Im on lesson 62.
Music: THE STONES
Elton John
SINATRA
OLD STANDARDS etc.
Movies: WHAT TO BLEEP DO WE KNOW?
TV: THE OFFICE...LOVE IT!
ESCAPE TO CHIMP EDEN
Books: ACIM
THE OTHER BOLEYN GIrl
THE DISAPPEARENCE OF THE UNIVERSE
Likes: food.............
My God
small dogs
shopping.....TV...GOOD MOVIES
Dislikes: THE IDEA THAT SOME OF MY 'LIKES'ARE NOT WHAT I WANT TO BE MY LIKES.:)
MY INABILITY TO TYPE BEtTER!
Hobbies: watercolors
gardening
'decorating'
Vices: MOST OF MY 'LIKES' HA HA.....FOOD ,SHOPPING,tv
Virtues: Trying to work this program and grow spiritually.
My newfound way of reaching out to my friends and not isolating.
My new and growing love of God.
Heroes: Cant think now,
I guess the dear folks that keep at this Course thru thick and thin,even before if starts to make alot of sense.
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For today, I wont look for Him in my Course.and readings.
Friday, August 15, 2008, 10:39 AM [General]
For today ,Ill be still and listen and remember He is not in the book;..he's ME and I am HIM and I dont need to look outside myself to find HIM For today,all day,.my gift to us is I will not judge myself..I will try to love myself .That will make Him so happy. THIS COURSE SUCKS!!
Tuesday, August 12, 2008, 08:01 PM [General]
I JUST WROTE A NASTY BLOG BUT I THINK I LOST IT SOMEWHERE.... ANYWAY,THIS IS SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO DISCOURAGING! IM ON LESSON 70 TODAY AND CANNOT CONCENTRATE ON ANY LESSONS LIKE I SHOULD. NOW I KNOW THAT MY ADHD IS MY OWN MAKING AND THAT MAKES IT WORSE.....AND I REFUSE TO AGAIN START OVER!! IT STARTED WELL....AII HAPPINESS AND STUFF.. BUT ONCE YOU START THIS COURSE THERE IS NO GOING BACK BECAUSE YOU KNOW T'S THE TRUTH EVEN THO I CANT FEEL THE TRUTH! THEN THE IDEA IM NOT PEACEFUL AND JOYOUS MAKES ME EVEN GUILTIER. THERE. THAT'S THE BEST THING IVE DONE TODAY! ELLEN
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Affirmations from A Course in Miracles especially for you, with Love:) Copied from Christinas blog with boundless gratitude!
Kristen# I give my day to God
# I stand aside from all thoughts that are unworthy of Him Whose host I am.
# Thank You, my Father for the Thoughts You are thinking with me.
# Deep within me is everything that is perfect, ready to radiate through me and out into the world.
# Nothing is as it appears to me. Its holy purpose stands beyond my little range.
# I who am host to God am worthy of Him.
# He Who establishes His dwelling place in me created it as He would have it be.
# It is not needful that I make it ready for Him, but only that I do not interfere with His plan to restore to me my own awareness of my readiness, which is eternal. I need add nothing to His plan.
# I trust and concentrate on my willingness to make way for the Holy Instant, and I am not disturbed that shadows surround it.
# I do not confuse my role with God's. I seek not to make myself holy to be ready to accept atonement. I offer nothing more than simple willingness to make way for it.
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