Tuesday, August 12, 2008, 09:01 PM EST
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I JUST WROTE A NASTY BLOG BUT I THINK I LOST IT SOMEWHERE....
ANYWAY,THIS IS SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO DISCOURAGING!
IM ON LESSON 70 TODAY AND CANNOT CONCENTRATE ON ANY LESSONS LIKE I SHOULD. NOW I KNOW THAT MY ADHD IS MY OWN MAKING AND THAT MAKES IT WORSE.....AND I REFUSE TO AGAIN START OVER!!
IT STARTED WELL....AII HAPPINESS AND STUFF.. BUT ONCE YOU START THIS COURSE THERE IS NO GOING BACK BECAUSE YOU KNOW T'S THE TRUTH EVEN THO I CANT FEEL THE TRUTH!
THEN THE IDEA IM NOT PEACEFUL AND JOYOUS MAKES ME EVEN GUILTIER.
THERE. THAT'S THE BEST THING IVE DONE TODAY!
ELLEN
Affirmations from A Course in Miracles especially for you, with Love:) Copied from Christinas blog with boundless gratitude!
Kristen# I give my day to God
# I stand aside from all thoughts that are unworthy of Him Whose host I am.
# Thank You, my Father for the Thoughts You are thinking with me.
# Deep within me is everything that is perfect, ready to radiate through me and out into the world.
# Nothing is as it appears to me. Its holy purpose stands beyond my little range.
# I who am host to God am worthy of Him.
# He Who establishes His dwelling place in me created it as He would have it be.
# It is not needful that I make it ready for Him, but only that I do not interfere with His plan to restore to me my own awareness of my readiness, which is eternal. I need add nothing to His plan.
# I trust and concentrate on my willingness to make way for the Holy Instant, and I am not disturbed that shadows surround it.
# I do not confuse my role with God's. I seek not to make myself holy to be ready to accept atonement. I offer nothing more than simple willingness to make way for it.
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